Fun with the Self!

Along with the breathing Universe,

Along with the singing birds,

Along with the resonating trees,

In the multitude of whispering beings,

He chooses to be the Shimmering Sunlight.

Along with the Oceanic currents,

Along with the serenading creation,

Along with the ferocious and timid creatures,

In the diverse life of the ocean,

He chooses to be the ocean itself.

Along with the millions and millions of Suns,

Along with the billions and billions of celestial bodies,

Along with the trillions and trillions of Universes,

In the plethora of life supporting planets,

He chooses to be the Earth.

Along with the beauty and ugliness,

Along with the confidence and fear,

Along with the intelligence and foolishness,

He chooses to be me, the Self!

Another Elixir on earth - Music!

Having thought, in ignorance, I know it all and having tried all possible elixirs I know from Nature Walk to gyming, From meditation to friend freaking, From playing flute to ....Hah!, when nothing worked out this beautiful piece of classical music was a solace. The heart melted and roughness diluted(Along with aching ego). 
Nothing can be more painful to hate your teachers(At least when you have learned some good lessons on life as a child). Last six months have been pathetically painful. I wonder why sometimes Teachers chose so painful ways of teaching things! Anyways, when u have trust things are for ur benefit and growth, u can move ahead of difficult times(The energy of pinch and gratefulness may be felt while reading).  Depending on the mind energy to travel through the field of consciousness and anyways my mentors not depending on the verbal means of communication, I beg pardon for having been so harsh on myself and others!

Looking forward to have things on track again!

Re - rendezvous with Divine

I rise and & the worlds rise,
I set & the worlds set,
I am dance of the Sun,

I am play of the moon,
I am the purifying fire,
Free from any desire,
I blew & the worlds drench,
I make the connecting strings strech,
I am the brginning & I am the End,
I am in between & I am the trend!

Journey of MY PAINTING

All of a sudden, my right brain has startled me. It has started to work exceptionally well. Well, thanks to meditation and my effortless efforts.
The only question I am wondering since last few days is - How come I am so lucky and blessed:)


FROM Drew this few months back TO THESE:

Nature dances with me

The Sun rises for my dance to commence,
Trees, flowers and mountains are my audience.
Flowing rivers and birds play the rhythm,
I wonder for I cannot fully fathom.
I salute the audience with the fading sunset,
I blow the kiss through the shimmering moonlight.
The sun rises for me to start again,
I sing and dance till I become the same.

Random pieces and song

All I possess are: some random pieces,
All that waits to come out is: an eternal song.
All that is left is: to arrange those pieces into that song.
All I know is: insane is this innate longing,
All I wish is: to be lost in that very longing,
All I have to own is: the Lord of the universe.
All that I know is: that song itself is the Lord of the Universe.

Let me give time a chance

I am reading a book namely 'The Alchemist'. While reading the book I realized, 'I am reading it with a fixed idea in mind'. I am looking at life and things around me with a set vision – ‘This is how things should go’. Instead of reading the book with a fresh outlook, I am reading it with an already set notion – This is what author wants to say. Same with life, I am deciding what life wants to teach me and not at all fully aware of what it actually wants me to learn. But then everything has a time and yet I am learning what I need to.

Love as infinity

Pieces of stones were glued together in a chaotic manner, and given a solid form. It was crushed into pieces, and those pieces were integrated again to get a beautiful piece of art, sculpture. Love is the glue that blends those scattered pieces together; love was the force that crushed it before; and love was the energy that became those very stones to start with.
The process of creation and disintegration go together. That is what Sri Sri said the other day, "Sun Set at some parts of the Earth and Sun Rise at some other parts happen simultaneously". Each minute millions of births are taking place and so many people are dying. My intuition says that same is happening to every single particle in the universe, as well as to the universe taken as a whole. Bliss may be to experience creation and disintegration simultaneously.
To complement the above series of thoughts I feel like adding this shaloka:
“Angikam bhuvanam yasya
Vachikam sarva vangmayam
Aharyam chandra taradi
Tam vande satvikam sivam.”
Whose bodily movement is the entire universe, whose speech is the language (of the universe), whose ornaments are the moon and the stars, Him, we worship, the serene lord.

Just a Wish

I can't love anybody unless I love myself. Meditation is all about loving oneself. It seems being utterly selfish is same as being completely selfless.


A wish from this space:

A wish to smile with the Universe...
A wish to dissolve into Universe...
A wish to expand into Infinity...
A wish to be Now...
A wish to dance with the Divinity...
A wish to bless the creation...
A wish to be the creation...
A wish to have no wish...

Music - Food for the soul

I wonder what would happen if a child shuns learning after He experiences first few falls! I am blessed with the courage to stand up always and give my best shot. 
Learning flute is fun now. It was pain in the beginning but perseverance is yielding lucrative results. One of my mentors once said, 'you don’t know what music is and what it can do to you'. That day I thought,"oh, others don’t know, but I know, for I already had quite good experiences with music, the experiences of being one with the music." But I really wonder now, what music can do, what it is doing, and at what levels of existence is it working. It is nourishing my right brain which I kept undernourished for so so long. 
Just to quote an example, I went to attend Green raga's concert in Delhi Haat. The instruments were mesmerizing that I decided to withdraw my senses from the objects and started to enjoy the beauty within. I could sense joy pouring out of the heart. The combination of flute, guitar, and few other classical and western instruments made the atmosphere so joyous that I couldn't keep myself sitting, and made me flow with the rhythm, inspite of hundreds in the crowd. For me, it was only me and the music. And to my surprise by the time I opened my eyes, 80 percent of audience was dancing gracefully and enjoying with the rhythm!  Such is the uniting power of music.