Having thought, in ignorance, I know it all and having tried all possible elixirs I know from Nature Walk to gyming, From meditation to friend freaking, From playing flute to ....Hah!, when nothing worked out this beautiful piece of classical music was a solace. The heart melted and roughness diluted(Along with aching ego).
Nothing can be more painful to hate your teachers(At least when you have learned some good lessons on life as a child). Last six months have been pathetically painful. I wonder why sometimes Teachers chose so painful ways of teaching things! Anyways, when u have trust things are for ur benefit and growth, u can move ahead of difficult times(The energy of pinch and gratefulness may be felt while reading). Depending on the mind energy to travel through the field of consciousness and anyways my mentors not depending on the verbal means of communication, I beg pardon for having been so harsh on myself and others!
Looking forward to have things on track again!
